You - Nur Jannah Allia

:: just for you my dear ::

:: missing you ::

"This is for you my dear...i miss u so much"

:: i'm hurt ::

salam..

hurm bnyk bnda blm update kat blog nie..

next time will be..

now just wanna say that "i'm feel really hurt"..

don't know how to start..

but i just can say that i cannot accept everything that happened..

i cannot imagine the days ahead without you!..

you know how much i love you!..

i just can remember this song that you sang for me every time when i want to hear with you love..

" And i will never try to deny..

that you are my whole life..

'cause if you ever let me go..

i would die so i won't run..

i don't need another women..

i just need you or nothing..

'cause if i got that..then i'll be street..

baby you the best part of my day "

now everything is changed..

"why you do not try to defend all this thing??"

sometimes i feel like you didn't appreciate what were we done before..

but i cannot said like that..because all that happened we were share it together..

i just wanna to ask you..do you really love me like what you said it to me??

why you cannot prove it??..

I FEEL VERY HURT..

but what can i say..

just act like nothing happen and pretend like it's not hurting me..

:( i'm sorry for everything..

i hope you will know all this thing..think it more..

i really hope it will happen soon..

that's all..

thnxs

:: im SORRY ::

salam..

ermm juz wanna say SORRY for my boo..

IM SORRY SYG!!..

REALLY SORRY..

I LOVE YOU!!

MISS U BOO!!

TAKE CARE THERE..

23.10.2011

salam..

hari nie birthday mama!!...

mlm td kami p kuar mkn..

adik yg beriya2 bawa p tjg.aru mcm dia pula yg birthday..

hahahhaha..

tp aq bersyukur sbb thun nie aq dpt sambut dgn mama...

hepy sgt2..

mlm td bila blik dr mkn smpi ruma adik dgn bapa panggil mama duduk..

adik punya keja la nie..

mama duduk dgn bapa d sofa..

bapa pegang tgn mama(so sweet..hehe)

then adik berdiri dpn dorang adik dgn bapa nyanyi lagu utk mama..

lps 2 adik cium tgn n cium pipi mama..

tyme nia aq tgh skit perut aq bdiri ja d tepi..

bt2 tdk sakit aq ikut jg nyanyi dgn bapa ma adik..

ucapan bt mama (even mama x dpt baca) :

ma selamat hari lahir bt mama..

maafkan segala salah silap amoy..

amoy sayang mama..

semoga mama panjang umur dan dberkati ALLAH dunia dan akhirat..

tiada ibu sebaik mama..

amoy dgn adik masih perlukan mama..

semoga amoy dpt membalas jasa mama dgn bapa..

amoy SAYANG mama dgn bapa..

selamat hari lahir ma!..

love you!..

mmuahh..

with <3..

nyte..

..i mean it..

salam..

for u my boo!..

when i says I MISS YOU..no one in this world can miss u more than that..and

when i says I LOVE YOU..i mean it!!..

I LOVE YOU SYG!!..

take care there..

really miss u..

i'm sorry..:(

hilang!!

salam..

aq cdey sgt2:(

dia marah aq..n yg paling cdey dia bilang dia kurang percaya dgn sy atas sbb2 tertentu..

pa sy ptt lakukan????

dimana kepercayaan dia??

sy harus kuat menghadapinya..

mgkn sudah tiba saatnya dia tau tntg blog nie kn??

semoga sy kuat menghadapinya...

syg..

sy minta maaf bkn niat sy mau selindung nie suma dr syg..

tp blm masa nya lg..

saat nie sy rasa dh tiba masanya syg harus tau suma nie..

sy harap dgn pa yg syg dpt tau nie bole kembalikan kepercayaan syg thdp sy..

cuma kasih syg dr ko yg sy mahukan dan yg paling penting kepercayaan syg thdp sy..

sy minta maaf dgn suma slh sy ma syg..

sy cuma mau syg tau sy syg ko sgt2!..

nie la satu2nya bukti utk syg..

maaf sbb sy blm bgtau tntg blog sy nie..

*semoga semuanya bek2 sj..

..home sweet home...

salam..

halu2

sy sudah smpi kk..

baru bkesempatan update..

naa aq d kk suda..

huhu..:(

aq cdey sbb aq dh jau dr roger...

dugaan bt aq dgn dia..

aq harap dia kuat mcm mna aq kuat laluinya..

aq syg dia tau!..

aq hrp tuhan dpt pelihara hati kami..

amin..

aq tkut kehilangan dia...

aq harap dia akan tau pa aq rasa...

hopefully nnt dia akn ketahui sumanya..

for u my boo..

sy syg ko!

sy rindu ko!

sy harap ko bek2 d cna k..

sy jauh dh dr ko so sy harap ko ingt pa yg kita pena ceta hari2 sblm nie..

jaga diri..pa pun yg ko lakukan sy harap ko jujur dgn sy..

n one more thing jga c BULAT ya..

huhu..:(

*miss u already..

confession!

salam..

halu2..hai hai nie sy mau bt pengakuan..

hehehhe...tentang siapa 'dia'!

aq dah semakin rapat dgn 'dia' n bkn seja semakin rapat..

tp dia jg dh bt pengakuan yg kami tettt...

naa phm2 la arh...

hehehhe

waa rupanya aq bru tau lama dh dia anggap bgtu cuma dia tggu aq..

ae rupanya aq pun tggu 'dia' jg..

naa ngam btl kami nie masing2 menunggu..

now aq mau bgtau ja 'dia' 2 ialah........................

ROGER...

hehehe..

waaa aq dh mengaku dh....

muahahhaha...lucu lau dia baca pa dia rasa 2 arh??

malu pula aq...muahahhahah..

k la 2 jak la..

nnt sambung lg lau ad masa k...

bz sudah lg2 jarang on9...

bye..

the day!

salam...

yeah!!!

aq mau blik p uma sewa uda...

aq rindu 'dia'

nda sbr mau jmpa 'dia'..

'dia' pun tggu aq!!

wow!!sweet...

sempat lg aq update kn...

naa aq nda sbr nie mau blik..

nie jak aq mau bgtau..

i miss u!!..

hehe

1st day raya!!

salam..

selamat hari raya bt semua!!

hri nie 1st day raya!!aq cdey:(

parents aq teda...abg n kak ipar ku jak yg dtg..

pengalaman aq beraya diperantauan tanpa kedua org tua ku..

nda pa mgkn nie aq harus lalui jua kn..

bila lg mau beraya tmpt org...

boring la beraya d sini..

sbb teda family...

1st raya pn mcm nda meriah...

huhu :(

i really miss my hometown!!

k la thats all..

not in the mood..

:(

bln 8 dah!!

salam...

hurm skng bln 8 dah..

nda lama lg cuti pn mau hbs..

padahal blm lg bru jua start cuti...hehehhe

hmpir sebln lbh dh aq dgn dia..

kami makin rapat...

tanpa aq sedari aq dh jatuh hati dgn dia..

tp aq pendam ja sbb blm masanya lg..

tp paling best la kwn rumah aq c adz paling tau pa aq rasa..

huhu cuma 'dia' mgkn blm tau tp aq rasa mgkn 'dia' perasan jg dgn tingkahlaku aq..

semakin hari kami semakin rapat..

byk benda yg aq share dgn dia..

aq nda tau knpa tp aq selesa dgn dia..

aq harap dia pun mcm 2..

tahun nie aq nda blik raya p kk..

cdey aq :(

tp pa kn daya..1st tyme la aq beraya di perantauan..

next post aq ceta hal raya..hehhehe

mau tau aq rindu dgn 'dia'...

yaiy jiwang kunu..

hahahha tp yg banar...

hurm aq blik uma kak ipar ku...

aq dgn adik kak ipar ku dlm blik..

sempat lg aq update blog aq nie tp 'dia' blm tau lg tntng bloq aq nie..

nda pa 1 day dia pasti akn tau jg..

okla itu jak story hri nie...

to be continue..

..semakin rapat..

salam..

hurm mau start mcm mna arrh???

ok la mcm nie aq dh semakin rapat dgn 'dia'...

waaaa..aq nda sangka tau...

makin bnyk aq tau tentang 'dia'..

hurm aq ndatau mau share pa lg..cuma mau ckp aq hepy dgn dia..

1 day aq pasti bgtau kat cni sepa 'dia'??

hehhehe

2 jak la..

nda pnjng story..

sambungan..

kembali lg..

naa aq kuar td rupanya ad surprise dr housemate aq...

waa..surprise lg..

thnxs frens!!

paling best kena umban tepung..naa mandi tepung lg...

n paling best tyme d bwh rumah suma org2 d ats rumah yg sblh2 2 dgr...drng wish n nyanyi sekali..

waaa terharu sy tau...paling best la nie moment...

penat gila aq bermain dgn tepung 2 mlm kena tepung sandi...

k la chow dulu penat...

btw today is my birthday!!..muahahahhaha..

esuk mau kuar dgn member klaz aq..

nyte..

:: really happy ::

salam..

u guys know what???

i'm happy!!..

today is my birthday!!..

n something happen unexpected!!

hri nie kwn kelas aq bwa pg karaoke...

wow!!!best gila...enjoy lah..

walau pun ad lah masalah ckit..tp aq mls mau ceta psl benda 2 nnt hilang mood aq...

i'm happy!!!

guess what!!

hehehhehe

bcoz of him!!!...

wow!!hri nie aq dgr dia nyanyi lg!!

paling puas aq dgr...tp makin aq terpikat..

naa kenyataan nie..

mau tau paling aq nda sangka makin sarut sora dia makin wow!!!...

hahhahah gila suda kali aq kan,,tp yg banar tuh!!!

hehehe...

n something happen between us!!!..

ahhahahahha...biarla rahsia..biar aq jak yg tau...

hehehhehe

ok la ini jak...

yg penting aq mau ckp..

aku happy gila2!!..

hehehhe

nyte..

1st review

salam...

smlm 1st review kmi 6hb..

naa skng 7hb uda..

penat la jg aq review nie lg2 aq bru bek sakit

aq cepat pnt nie..tp aq bertahan jg la..

aq bt semampu aq ...mlm tgh sibuk bt keja 2 kmi ad bmsg jg..

dia bg semangat jg la..

hehehe hepy pula aq...dei kin malu ja ko nie moy...

hahahhahah...watever...

lps 2 ml td geng dia pula bwa p mkn mlm...

unexpected!!

tyme mkn mlm nie kwn2 aq suma 2 celebrate birthday aq dgn kwn drng yg sma tarikh dgn aq..

waaa!!terharu aq..walau nda seberapa tp happening jg...

best rindu aq dgn kwn2 aq tyme part 2 bila drngbt surprise utk aq...

nie kali ke-2 surprise ole kwn..

thnxs for all my frens yg terlibat..

hehehhehe

n mlm td jg for the 1st tyme aq dgr sora 'dia' nyanyi...

wow!!!!!makin jatuh ahti aq...hahahhaha..gila ey..

tp 'dia' nda tau lg tau..

aq sengih2 ja tguk dia nyanyi..

men gitar lg...waaaa paling sy suka..

adeh hbs la aq...aq nda yakin lg aq ad perasaan ma dia ka x..

hehhehe diam ja dlu..nnt past aq dpt jwpnnya kn...

hehehhe..

*comelnya dia aq tguk...sora lg wow!!..

hurm ok la out dlu..

housemate aq bwa p luar jap...

to be continue..

~happy~

salam...

hai...

update story..

firstly..

aq mau bgtau aq happy..

hurm nda tau knpa tp aq rasa nie suma slps aq makin dekat dgn 'dia'

(eee malu jak lau dia tau)...

ndapala..story jak..

erm mcm nie aq lau dlm klas selalu dgn dia jg

tp nda tau la pa dia rasa kn sbb dia nie aq tguk jns nda kisah..

diam2 jg la...tp lau aq bckp ma dia ok jg la..

nda lama lg kmi ad 1st review..

dia ad jg bgtau pa aq perlu bt...tp besa2 jak..

lps 2 yg aq happy lg nda lama lg birthday aq...

hehehhe mau tau jg pa kejadian nnt kn...

tggu dan lihat ja la...

ok la smpi cni jak

to be continue....

hehe

~sakit terus~

salam..

hurm juz mau share hri 2 aq sakit 28hb 2..

aq sakit tyme aq dlm klaz..

mgkn sbb sejuk gila dlm kelas 2..

aq kena jga ole 2org kwn klaz aq..

hehe yg sorang 2 pula erm2 nda buli lae aq sebut namanya..

oya drng 2 nie la bawa aq p klinik uitm mula2..

yg sorang 2 tlng pa yg patut..yg sorang lg hehe

hurm mcm mna mau ckp arh tp 'dia' nie sweet..

hehhehe..

aq ndatau pa kejadian aq tau aq smpi klinik trus baring..

2 org nie la yg tlg aq..

btw thnxs frenz..

for him..

thnxs sbb dia jga sy tyme 2..mgkn dia nda tau kn tp biar la aq ceta ja..

1 day dia pasti tau jua 2 kn...

hehehhe

paling terharu bila dia bagi paki kn aq kasut aq..

wow!!!sweet ja rasa...

hahaha

lau dia tau aq perasan kin malu ja kn..

hahahhaha..nda pa la..

lps 2 aq blik p klas lg..

aq bthn lg d klaz sbb nda dpt blik trus sbb ujan..

tyme blik 'dia' jg yg teman kn...

adlah kwn2 lain yg kena2 kn kmi tp aq diam2 ja..

dia n soarang lg tlng hntr p uma..

tp smpi ruma aq pn nda tau napa aq pengsan pula...

lps 2 kwn aq yg lain lg hntr p hsptl...

naaa sandi aq d tahan d hsptl..

nsb ad aunty aq..

pa la dugaan aq kena2 lg esuk dia aq ad 1st presentation tp aq nda dpt pg..

hurm mcm2 ja aq nie..

naa nie ja la ceta aq nnt aq update lg k..

bye~

M.A.R.S

halu readers..

hari nie juz mau bgtau pasal entry aq nie len ckit..

hahhahah..

selama aq kat sarawak nie baru hari nie aq jmpa benda nie..

kesukaan ku...

M.A.R.S.

mesti mau tau kan pa M.A.R.S

naa nie aq bg tunjuk k..

naa..nie la dia M.A.R.S

coklat yg bapa ku pernah ckp dia suka..

jd kesukaan ku jg..

ngee..:D

nie jak la mau story...sepanjang aq di sarawak baru hari nie aq jumpa benda nie..muahahha..

susa btl mau cari nie coklat..

tp yg penting aq dah jmpa..

*nyumm2*

k chow...

..salam..

.F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.

salam..

hurm juz mau bgtau finally i'm done doing my assignment!!!...

like the entry..

hehehe...

nie ad gmbr ckit pasal yg aq buat..

hah nie la gmbr yg aq ngan roomate aq snap..

p/s:lau nda cantik angle dia diam2 jak k...muahahaha

nie jg peneman aq dikala ingin membuat keja..

ngee..:D

ok la next time update lg k..

daa..